3.30.2011

The Plan: Not According to Plan

....This trio of besties...
has been down to two this week. ....
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ddds... ..We got a bit of unexpected news this week when our sweet Hank was diagnosed with
He has been at Primary Children's for the past few days.
And we've all missed him tremendously.
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It seems all too recent that Hank had to endure his scare with the possibility of Leukemia.
You sure can't always plan for life-- a harsh reality we are coming to recognize more and more with each unexpected bump in the road.
It's amazing, however, the lessons you learn in a really short amount of time in the midst of adversity.
Hank is already teaching us all about stepping up and making the best of less than ideal circumstances. I've witnessed his progress as he's taken this thing head on- not complaining- never feeling sorry for himself.
Lesson learned.
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I'm a really big control freak (really big). And when things like this come up, I'm reminded in the most real way- that I can't control everything.
However, there's an amazing comfort that I gain from the fact that when these things happen, I am once again reminded of the utterly amazing and indestructible family that I belong to....
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I know Hank is going to be more than fine.
He will continue being the best at everything he does.
And he will continue to teach and inspire all of us.
As will his amazing mama, and the whole little Griffin family.
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I'm truly starting to believe that maybe what seems to not be according to plan really is part of a plan all along.
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Here's to moving forward, Hank man...
And getting you back with these little yay-hoos!...
They have soooo missed you!
(Jack works really hard to pretend they're all brothers).

3.15.2011

Today was one of those days.

This morning at about 9:00, I sat on Jack's floor for 10 minutes and watched him sleep. ....kjskjdhf
I took a video of it and feel compelled to watch it anytime I feel less than happy. ... ....

If only I could have fit...I'd have crawled right in with him.

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.. After work this morning, and a busy afternoon, I couldn't have been happier than when I finally got to focus my attention on my cute date as we hung out this evening in the yard.

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pardon the cell-phone camera quality photos

After laying my inner control freak to rest, I let Jack go for it in the dirt. He literally squealed with delight.
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Neither of us could get enough of the fresh air, and I couldn't get enough of watching him throw dirt, chase birds, and dance on the top of the sprinkler box. ,,,,
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...... Afterward, I threw Jack into the tub to top off the night of his entertaining me .

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... Some days it hits me harder than others just how lucky I am to be a mom to this mug.

...000 Today was one of those days. ...
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Like this adorable face isn't enough... ...
Did I mention that he takes a 4 hour afternoon nap?
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And he loves to cuddle with me? ..
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See?
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Lucky.